I’ve been told to make the use of the time while everyone is out of the house and I can be occupied in my office.
Madam has already explained what the situation is in relation to me (Mick and billie) in terms of sex and love making. Madam has tasked me with explaining what our sexual orientations are.
Prior to the start of the FLR in our lives we were heterosexual and adventurous. Oral both ways, anal (penetration of Madam by Mick and Madam using vibrators on Mick’s arse). no great shakes there. we had watched Porn with lesbian but very little of male gay sex or male bisexuality. we had watched some porn with Interracial and also cuckolding (at the time we didn’t know the term cuckolding).
with the decision made that we needed to move toward a FLR relationship we both researched what it would mean. Alice did far more that me as I was still on the mend from being “broken”.
Mistress Carol, was a real godsend to Alice and as I got better I watched Alice grow and develop into being Mistress Alice. Her trips down to Mistress Carol’s would bring her back refreshed and more confident. we had lots of chats and Alice didn’t hide anything from me. She had seen how Mistress Carol ran her FLR with her husband, kerri, and Alice liked quite a lot of that type of relationship. not all of it, but many elements to it appealed to her .
Alice explained that Kerri was fully feminised while at home (and the occasional time outside) and that Mistress Carol also cuckolded him/her. Alice explained that she wanted some feminisation for me but not full feminisation as she new that the humiliation element needed to be a bit stronger with me – so by holding onto some elements of my male physical appearance while in female apparel we could achieve the desired effect.
it was also explained that Carol had a long term boyfriend/ partner that provided male company and sex for her. she had cuckolded kerri with this Gentleman and that kerri was an active participant in this cuckolding – Alice explained what cuckolding was and the different types of levels/ involvement.
Alice also explained that she had had her first full on Bisexual experience with Carol and had really enjoyed it and she fully intended to continue with this relationship. (Alice made it clear that she was not looking for multiple partners).
Alice explained that she liked the idea of having a steady boyfriend for sex and would like to cuckold me. I could understand why, the level of stress that I had in life at that point had made my sex life non existent (or just a car crash event!)and my ability to maintain an erection was difficult. her one stipulation was that if she found the right type of person then she would want me to be like kerri and to take part and to help with the cuckolding activities. while initially this scared me with a little research and also a lot of conversations with Alice, Carol and kerri I tentatively agreed, but it was on the condition that we needed to be very careful about who she selected as a boyfriend and how to introduce them into our FLR – we are both professionals and there was our families to consider (well Alice’s mainly as mine had pretty much disowned me years ago.)
Alice also explained that I (as billie) would undergo training to become a better submissive, to learn how to serve and worship the stronger sex and also she would train me to become a cock sucker and to take cock in my arse – I would either embrace bisexuality or we would engage in (a controlled) forced bi activities.
Mistress Carol and Madam had discussed things and my training programme and as part of that kerri would help with my sexual training. if I embraced bisexuality them I would probably become kerri’s boy/girlfriend.
Mistress Carol and Sissy kerri were very good trainers. Mistress Alice learned how to use her strapon toys to develop me, and also having to eat my own cum after making love to Mistress or after masturbating contributed to ensure my steady slide to accepting bisexuality.
I went to stay with Mistress Carol and kerri for a couple of months (almost as part of my recuperation) and it may sound odd to those outside the D/s world but it is incredibly stress releasing to be a submissive sissy maid, to focus on serving others and to stop being worried about things that are often beyond our control. I enjoyed it – yes I was spanked and caned. yes I spent time in bondage and with my nose against a wall while my Mistress and her friend, Mistress Carol had lesbian sex in the same room as me. even the humiliation (verbal, physical, emotional) all worked to pull me back from being mentally broken.
(my one bit of advice – if you are under stress at work and you are in a high pressure environment then going and being a submissive to your wife or to a Mistress for an hour, a day or a week will do wonders for you. give yourself to a Dominant and it will help you to release some of that stress.)
As part of that training I was eventually required to share a room and bed with kerri. he/she is quite a bit younger that me but was very accepting and help to teach me what it was to be a submissive, how to conduct myself and eventually I was made to suck her sissy clit (I’m not allowed to refer to her male parts as a cock or ass, she has a sissy clit and a sissy pussy -this may seem all very pedantic but it is an important part of being a submissive sissy). kerri was also allow to fuck me, and later she made love to me (more foreplay, more feeling and more emotional involvement).
Madam, explained that there was 2 aims to this sexual training, she wanted me to have a safe and controlled sexual partner – a girlfriend – in the form of kerri (Mistress Carol was looking for the same for kerri with me) and also to prepare me for serving both Madam and her boyfriend, once she had found the right one.
By the end of my training (and Mistress Alice’s training) with Mistress Carol I was very comfortable with my sexuality as being bisexual. Yes kerri and billie are girlfriends and Mistress Carol and Mistress Alice are Girlfriends. that is still the case now 14/15 years on.
I do sexually serve Master John and while it does create a massive sexual turn on, also the there is a greater turn on from the sexual humiliation of sexually submitting to a Master. There are elements of the Force Bi in there but it all adds into the sexual and erotic emotional mix that is in Mine and Mistress’s FLR sexual orientation. Madam openly admits she gets an incredible sexual buzz from watching me give head to a real cock or being fucked by her male partner.
I think that it is safe to say that Madam and billie are very much of the bisexual orientation
(afternote – we have a very small sexual group. we don’t swing or swap. the group has 6 of us and that is a small and closed network – Madam, Master John, Mistress Carol and her long term partner, kerri and myself. we are not looking to open that group and we are very comfortable with what we have.)
yours in submission